Here's my eheads fanboi blog lol I never knew I would be able to catch them performing live, a bit nostalgic though having able to sing with them since I could only remember doing that like years ago with my cassette tapes (TANGINA TAPE PA DUDE!!)
Actually I didnt plan on going but a sudden turn of events and there I am standing with 10,000 eheads fans just in time before Ely actually appeared onstage. Thanks to Zell and Rap haha
And there we sang and stood up for 3 hours screaming jumping (they even felt the ground shake and takot nila dahil reclaimed shit lng ung MOA Open Grounds. From Marcus' Hello Kitty guitar, Ely's green version of Magasin to Tim Yap's "Pen Pen Pen" (P@#$%^&*!!) it was a really great gig. Mahal nung ticket but itreally owns up to the money spent
All I can say is Im glad to be a part of history and obviously the last gig they will be called the Eraserheads. To Ely, Marcus, Buddy, Raymund and even Francis M. Mabuhay ang Pinoy Music!!!
1. All the people I knew before college calls me "Teng", everyone else calls me eLi.
2. Tomorrow is my last day at my current employer.
3. I’ve already lost three cell phones and two digital cameras, all if not stolen, just too clumsy or too drunk lol. Most recent was my digicam last January, which didn’t even lasted a month.
4. My family loves to travel, local and international, and when the schedule is okay, I always tag along free haha. We’ve been to Beijing, Shanghai, Hong Kong and Macau in China, Seoul and Incheon in South Korea, Langkawi and Kuala Lumpur in Malaysia, Phuket and Bangkok in Thailand, and even went cruising aboard Star Cruise Virgo to Singapore – Malaysia – Thailand. Locally we’ve been to Davao, Iloilo, Boracay, Palawan and Bohol.
5. I didn’t attend my graduation ceremony at Mapua because of our China trip, which I have to say was a wrong move.
6. I was denied an Australian Tourist visa.
7. I love photography but it doesn’t love me.
8. I’m an ASP.Net / Oracle Developer.
9. I always hit clubs on fridays and weekends.
10. I don’t smoke. **** is an exception (joke)
11. Since January 2009 I’ve imposed to myself a two-bottle limit on beers and no hard stuff, im getting the hang of it.
12. I have a lot of friends, and its hard to cope with all of them, different gimiks and genres.
13. I suck at relationships.
14. Sometimes I google my name, read old posts from my blog, view those old pics and videos from multiply, and I have to say, I’ve been describing myself a lot online.
15. I have a 7-year old watch and still wear it all the time.
16. Green jokes are my forte.
17. I’ve been collecting Pugad Baboy since elementary, book 1 to 20, but some are missing. And lately been an avid reader of Reader’s Digest.
18. In the 3 years I’ve worked as a programmer, saving money or investing on anything was not on my agenda, but then my father bought me a condo unit at Corinthians (not fully paid and ill be on a rent to own basis) and ill be moving there this April. Thus now I think my happy days are over.
19. I have a big beer belly and been trying to get rid of it for years.
20. I used to rock but now I bounce.
21. My room and closet is colored pink. (The previous house owner in Taytay painted it pink)
22. I don’t know how to handle the family business.
23. I have stage fright.
24. I’ve always wished I were taller.
25. I've been tagged by six different people and I'm bored to death.
When I suddenly bumped to Kin's blog (whom i had a lil crush on nowadays i dont know why haha), said to myself, 'kamusta na kaya ang blogspot ko..' now here i am, blogging coz i have like nothing to do all day but to eat, sleep and stare at my desktop wallpaper. Yes its SUNDAY give me a break.
And now i ran out of things to say.. hmmm
K.
Lets start with a list I want to do this coming holiday season and for the coming year.. lets start with the non sense shits
1. More blogging happy thoughts and less drama.. mehn nkkhiya mga nakapost d2 for an average guy. Yes i started bloggin for some reason that i want that 'someone' to see what shes done. Okay enuf said, bsta less drama, maybe no drama at all
2. Stop describing myself online - yes. I know its a hard thing to do, lalo na to a webfreak like me who cant live without internet for a maybe a week (or less). Saw that line from a co-worker trying to kill the evils of social networking stuff that just seem more addicting than marijuana lol. But fuck, ung plurk, cant stop pleeerkin hahaha, maybe because of the karma-will-go-down-if-you-dont-plurk thing. Me wants emoticons.. okay maybe ill scratch this on my list, im not that ready yet to give up my accounts haha
3. Lose weight. Buy my own dumbells. Im 167 lbs. btw, 5'6 and have a very big, i mean a big bulky beer belly.. my BMI says 27.8 (Overweight = 25-29.9).. i used to go to the gym near our villlage, the last time was May pa ata.. then i just got tired of going home early from office just to make it before the 9pm closing.. and since my sister's husband quits too, no more motivation.. ill buy my own weights, already canvassed some at Toby's.. and exercise in the walls of my own room.. maybe this is the one thing ill really focus on, like when i said last year i would quit smoking (and yes i did, pwera nlng pag lasing and bored, cant help but smoke with my nicotine-deprived friends).. this will be my new year's resolution
4. Buy a Sony DSC-W170, not some Nikon DSLR. Since a got a new phone, i dont have anything to spend on my christmas bonus. And my tradition was to spend my extra money on a new phone.. It was a freakin dilemma having photographer friends, and the dslr trend that seems to hit the modern day young professionals. But based on experience - Ghett lend me her D40 when i went to Bangkok last october, boy i hate having a big camera, I only had like a bunch of pics of myself and more of others - that is the fact about having dslr i cant live with, im too vain lol - digicam is the one for me(since i lost my SE K850i fcuk i have phobia now with camera phones). And i would like something handy when i come to parties, i want to be the uploader again, not the grabber lol
5. Move out of my sister's house. Ate was always like "Eto oh bagong bukas na condo, gandang investment yan.", and i feel like either shes telling the truth that i must invest on something, or just want me to move out and live independent, free of yayas(ur such a loser) that does all the stuff for me. Way back when we were in Makati, life was all access (and the fact that i can go home dead drunk: priceless), but now on our first year here in taytay, its not that far but having all the traffic spots just to get to somewhere, hell not fun. Life is quiet here, nice house, neighbors that are too kind to be true. Just pay the electric bill and internet and im off the hook, i can eat all i can, sleep all day then have food prepared when i wake up. Kya cguro ako tumataba lol.. I opened this idea to my mom and she just said - why live on your own when you live like a king - lol, fine.. maybe scratch that again in my list
6. to be continued, ive gotta sleep its past 12 :D
It's been a while, haven't blogged for ages hahaha.. too busy crushing my liver in the delubyo weeks and octoberfest bday and parties, or maybe because i lie low in this thing called, love? lol
since im back, that means something is wrong with me again hahaha, and yes there is someone, when this gurl i call 'babsi' or mapuans call 'nene' is flirting with me AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN for the nth time in my fuckin life..
i was going home from office when she texted me, 'Ui', 'Ilang gabi na kya kta nppnaginipan.', 'mis na kta haha ksweet nga ntn sa panaginip haha lyk d old tyms..', 'sana bumalik ang panahon'- YES STUFF LIKE THAT coming from a girl with a 2 year old daughter and a husband..
well i dont blame her, we really do came afar from being just friends in the old days.. just see all my post in blogspot IN RED.. all pertaining to her, all the memories we shared together, all the drama.. like i said in the previous post, she was the reason why i have this BLOG hahahahaha
and in the last text she said, she wanted me to go with her to Boracay on December 11, 2008, a birthday treat for her cute lil daughter named Gab.. i was so confused on why she wanted me to come, where is the freakin husband? well maybe hes not available (nsa states ata) and she said shes coming with her relatives and it would bore her to be with the non-bagets crowd.. so she really wanted me to come? i asked 'bka merong magalit pag sumama ako'.. and she said 'wala'
so ano? sasama ba ko? papakatanga na naman ba hahaha.. sakin lng.. gusto ko, prng last time lng sa galera mgksma kami.. but.. ewan.. i really like to end my feelings for her that was buried deep down in the sand for a long time ago.. and now me dalang PALA si loko.. hinuhukay hahahahaha
right now, im really really depressed.. im trying to cope with it, drinking, dancing my heart out, thinking it was all in the past.. but somehow, it still tries to catch up with me and reality sinks in.. i can never have want i want, its over for me..
nikki and i had the chance to talk about it knina.. wala naman sha tlga kasalanan d2, she really wanted to tell it to me, but since she didnt have the timing she wanted, and dahil marami na nakapansin, the worst had happened.. sa iba ko pa nalaman.. which indeed crushed my heart,.. i was speechless, i cant even cry knina.. i decided not to, ayokong mkta nia kong ganun kahina.. ayoko ipamukha sa kanya ung mga nangyayari sakin na ako ren may gawa.. ive had these feelings for her, and i never did anything to prove it, to fight for it, to do something about it.. eto lagi ang weakness ko sa babae, being so idle and doing nothing to somebody i really want kaia aun, nakukuha ng iba.. then crying out for it in the end.. hahabol habol, magdadrama.. im so damn stupid, and now we can never be the same.
i wish im like the others na tlgang friends lang ang tingin sau..
im sorry nikki, pinaiyak kta knina, pinapahirapan kta, ginugulo kta, i really wanted you to be happy.. and if this is whats best, wala na tlga akong magagawa dun.. im still your friend, ill try my best not to be an ass to both of you.. but i wish you feel my pain, and understand my actions for it..
never expecting something to happen like this.. never expected na ganun na pala kalala ung knatatakutan ko.. never expected proof coming out my own eyes, and others i dont know how to react, just kept the feelings to myself.. gusto ko nlng sumabog bgla.. mawala sa mundo.. i dont know what to feel!! i dont know what i must do.. again ang aking solution, walk out and be alone.. i really didnt care if i have to wait for my sister sa parking for an hour, i really cried a lot.. mukhang tanga i feel the need that i have to talk to her, clear things up.. but i dont have the courage to even see her, i dont know how would i say that I REALLY LIKE YOU, and i think ive been inLOVE for a long time, not knowing how to express, how to fight for it.. i feel like everyone is against me, even you..
ANUNG GAGAWIN KO??!! will i stand up for what i feel? or just be the same coward eLi everyone knows about..
huling umiyak ako ng ganto, i cant remember.. im such a cry baby
or maybe i can call this post - 'the worst birthday celebration with my family ever'
you shouldn't have asked me what i want.. you made my heart jump for joy for at least an hour, then crushed it after.. i was crying on my way home knina, im so disappointed on how things came out.
blame it all out sige.. madalas ako manakawan, im careless with all my stuff, nasisira ko lagi, blah blah blah yadi yadi yada..
mark this day.. papamukha ko sau yan, kala mo kelangan ko pera nio?! SAYO NA.
My 23rd birthday. I've grown old again, parang feeling ko kakabirthday ko lang khpon.. bilis tlga ng panahon. So what has changed now that I'm a year older? hmmmm.. WALA hahaha the same old immature but friendly eLi :D.. but I must say (or brag) I've earned a LOT of friends over the past year..
Shempre here's the birthday blog everyone seems to do after their celebrations.. Simply to make it memorable for the years to come..
First. All the greetings from my online accounts (friendster, multiply, myspace)
aRleNe 08/2/2008 2:08 pm HABEEWDAY!!! :)
kc♥mhai 08/2/2008 9:57 am Happy beerday boi
-eLo- 08/2/2008 4:11 am Happy beerday pare
ghetti 08/2/2008 1:12 am haberday labs :*
♪ aNn ♪ 08/2/2008 12:00 am SEEEXYYY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! HEHEHE!
Kun 08/1/2008 11:52 am happy birthday kuya eli! shining moments daw pagkauwi ko libre mu aku ^___^
calai 08/1/2008 11:48 am hEy, Hapi BEERday.. painom k nman jan.. mis n kta eli..hahaha:-D
milan 08/1/2008 11:43 am Hapi Beerday!! T.T.I.?
MiCHi 08/1/2008 10:16 am Happy Birthday Eliboi! Gosh. I remember tuloy the birthday greeting I made you years ago. Hahaha! :D Have a good one! :) (*see picture post sa baba)
Carlo 08/1/2008 10:14 am happy bday..
CHESPAC 08/1/2008 8:53 am Binabate!! ko si eli sa kanyang kaarawan...
Ida Mabel 08/1/2008 7:24 am Maligayang Bati!!!! Have a good one. GOd bless :D
miCheLLe 08/1/2008 7:20 am oist.. happy beerday.. GodbLess..
k A t e 08/1/2008 6:04 am Happy birthday eli! :)
MAMON ni KAT 08/1/2008 1:09 am haberday eli!!!!!!
kaye 08/1/2008 12:46 am HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYY!!! :)
berna 08/1/2008 12:26 am happy birthday! kung sino ka man. hehe*
Gelo 07/31/2008 10:39 pm happy bday pre eli boy is still bitter than ever
zeLL 07/31/2008 10:29 pm happu bday (bukas mo to check) K
Karen 07/31/2008 7:39 pm happy burpday eli!
ces marie 07/31/2008 1:16 pm hapy hapy bday:p
kaye 07/29/2008 8:02 am advance happy bdaaaaaaaaayyyyy!!! miss uuu eliiboiii!!
cieLo 07/29/2008 1:04 am happy beerday!
Ida 07/28/2008 9:06 pm yikee. lapit na birthday!
Lemuel 07/28/2008 1:31 pm oi teng teng!!! kamusta naman jan? Advance Happy Birthday!!!
L ist für Lance 07/27/2008 9:36 am alak alak. huuush. i dont drink. haahaa... enjoy enjoy. kiss kiss
L ist für Lance 07/23/2008 1:34 pm yeah. i dont wanna be late. to greet u happy happy birthday!! kiss kiss
From: mAy Date: 08/1/2008 2:10 am Subject: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Message: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! magpakain ka naman jan!!
kylechristopheruy wrote on Aug 1 oi manlibre ka naman, yaman yaman mo eh, kahit laptop lang o cellphone pwede na saken, o kung galante ka, kotse siguro.. or akin na lang yung 52" hdtv mo.. grabe na talaga ka-bigtyman mo idol!!
holstein wrote on Aug 1 Habertdey! tumatanda na tayo ah hahahaha
camiljoy wrote on Aug 1 happy beerday!! nkpagcomment ba ko sa lhat ng account mo? haha. bka may nmiss aku hehehe.. :P
happy birthday ulet! saekipoo wrote on Aug 1 Happy Birthday Elibogsssssssss~!!! :*
qtchie18 wrote on Aug 1 HappY beerday.. GodBLess..
z3ll wrote on Aug 1 HAPPY BDAY FUCK YOU
karenhebreo wrote on Jul 31 yapi burpday!!!
jnyanne wrote on Jul 31 Heeeyyy! Advance happy Birthday!
sirbetcomp wrote on Jul 30 HABA BIRDIE TO U!!! HABA BIRDIE TO U!!! HABA BIRDIE HABA BIRDIE!!! HABA BIRDIE TO U!!! - langya ang gaganda ng chix mo ah... alin ba yung sayo dun hehehe... God bless po ^^
xtiiiiiin wrote on Jul 25 Hello Huks. Adbans
menggayness wrote on Jul 24 shucks! hi eli! lapit na nga pala beerday nten noh? ei dada's home na! you guys should meet! i'll be home soon narin :)
xtiiiiiin wrote on Jun 16 Less than 2 months na lang, magbbday ka na naman. Hufi 39th Bday ingkong!
♥ C a M i L L e ♥ Aug 1 2008 3:35 PM HAPPY BEERDAY!!!!
MayMay Jul 30 2008 7:39 PM SWEEEEETIE! Count down na to your birthday. ;) HAHAHA. ♥ Sweetie. :p
Gela (8/2/2008 8:59:04 AM): happy birthday papa eli!
gLadys (8/2/2008 10:50:04 AM): blated
jerenster (8/2/2008 11:18:11 AM): happy bertdei pre
km (8/2/2008 11:21:45 AM): belated
Third..(Names na lang!! yoko na sulat message) All that greeted me on my mobile :D
Mommy, Daddy, Ate, Kuya, Bunny, Pat, Sweetie, Jake, Chesca, Tope, Gladys Babsi, Joyce, Mhai, Ceazar, Cora, Ketty, Kaye, Raina, Balot, Mae V., Che, Phil, Hazel, Barbs, Andrew, Rhostle, Sean, Raffi, Kristine Babes, Steph, Larvin, Ron, Rina, Ida, Ivan, Wilsie, May C., Laurice, Gatchie, Jill, Rotch, Jomz, Sam, Camille, Dow, Jeren, Vencer, Trixie, Camille, Jobi, Cha, Angel, Monet, Ethel and 8 mobile numbers na d registered sa phonebook ehehehe kung cnu man kau salamat :D
Finally. lahat ng pumunta at nagpakalasing sa W Big Grill kagabi.. Thank you mga tropa hahaha ALAK ALL THE WAY!!!
Cora, August, Sami, Larvin, Ethel(thanks sa cake!), Joyce, Bunny, Sweetie, May V., Rina, Pat, Jomel, Ceres, Ava, Balot, Justine, Hero, Ceazar, Dom, Steph, Miko, Raina, Ardee, Monet, Phil, Bonta, Ari, Ron, Barbs, Ivan, Cheng, Riza, Ram, Sam, Edison, Onins, TJ, mga Tau Gamma - Mapua Makati peeps and si Sarge hahaha (and SEAN ABADILLA taena wala ka pero sige kunyari kasama ka)
THANK YOU ALL for making my birthday extraordinary :D
ay teka may kasunod pa pala hahaha.. eto mga SPECIAL mention, mga gifts sakin through YM, and friends greeting me from their blog and webcam hahaha kukulet eh..
from Zell (wooooot PANTY SHOT hahahahahaha best bday gift ba?)
from Jewo(may asiiiiiiiiiiiim~ may asim paaa~)
from Gretch (naman!! bakit ka nagsend ng picture mo!!!)
from Michi (as usual webcam hehehe ill include pics from her greetings last 2005, nothing has changed.. ang cute parin ni cartoons~!!) She was actually the first one to greet me this year, dahil naman, January pa lang binati na ko~ pero i think its for the last 2007 haha d ko alam.. bsta nakita ko lang.. Last August 1, 2005
pat and i watched the premiere of The Dark Knight today.. we were just drinking at grill when my friend kenji texted me that he has one more ticket and asked me to come.. and thanks to that random guy from the line who gave me one more extra because iniwan daw sha nung ksma nia LoL wawa naman..
so i called pat from grill and asked her if she liked to come hehe.. wala na kong ibang mayaya, d naman pwde si august, tope, sean or jam haha.. the movie was like two and a half hours long.. sobrang daming kaaway ng maplemang si batman.. there comes the man who sprays shit from the last movie, then joker, then the not expected appearance of two face.. the movie was great, and pat is such a sweet companion hahahaha
and as expected pagbalik namin ng grill ni pat, issue na agad lols.. dagdag pa na sabay kami umuwi.. patay na naman ako nito pagtambay sa friday hehehe
**i received a forwarded text from bunny partly saying:
"sometimes youve just become so attached that you developed a need for that person.. just a need, not love"
true.. yes im blinded, but i still think i fell inlove with you..
haha.. since ive been back blogging, i was writing for as it was to someone else, or to events that happened that i wanna remember, or just plain what is my mood today blog..
now lets go back to why i did have a blog.. yes.. Gladys Esguerra-(oh i forgot her husband's surname lol).. also known as 'Nene' by my mapuan friends.. all the entries written in RED.. all was for her, an all out expression of my feelings and rants about our everyday happenings last college.. though it is now funny to read, its just so good to have our memories here.. kept in secret lol
why do i comeback to gladys now? this afternoon i received a text: Babsi!.. only one girl calls me that name hehehe.. i dont always reply when she texts me like that, but since someONE made me sad that time, i replied.. and there we spoke all night and catched up on our lives.. doodled just like the old times, played XO and SOS hahaha oh fuck i just miss her..
may asawa at anak na yan eLi!! hahahaha pero kumikire prn tsktsk.. maybe wala lang sha makausap that time.. ganun naman yan eh yooon my stupid mentality strikes again!
haha wag sanang mabasa ni xtin to.. patay na naman ako dun
this was one hell of a weekend for me.. ive attended two debuts, didnt get enough sleep for at least two days, had to travel long trips to get to the debuts (even went to fairview tangina layo from cavite, to borrow an DSLR) and my tonsils are killing me..
Mae V.'s 18th birthday was phenomenal, another inuman hanggang umaraw session with the grill tropa.. not to mention singing all out with a live band and running in the rain, thats why almost half of us got sick come monday.. Island Cove was amazing, it was like Fontana in Clark.. Swimming in the morning after drinking all night, ate brunch and left at 2pm..
Mae V. singing Almost all tropa onstage Drunk peeps rejoice in the rain Hatawin ng frame si ceazar!
Sunday.. Hanna's Debut.. Have to meet my parents at Green Meadows 4:30pm.. but because i have to go to fairview to borrow SLR from my friend Zell, and with my sister forgetting to bring my shoes.. I was late. the trip from Cavite - Fairview -Taytay was too exhausting plus i was too drunk and didnt sleep the night before..
Came late 8:30pm at WackWack Golf & Country Club, the show was about to start then.. Hanna's Debut as i predicted was STAR-STUDDED.. as in almost all ASAP '08 people and celebrities from ABS-CBN was there.. why? Hanna is the only daughter of Homer Flores - musical director of almost all channel 2 shows.. how are we connected? Rocky Roqueza-Flores, her mom, is my cousin hehehe.. it was also the celebration of Tito Ric's 76th Birthday.. the debut was extraordinary, it wasnt the typical debut you see nowadays, its like a show were the celebs got to sing with Hanna, even dance with her.. its like a mini-ASAP show hehehe not to mention some GMA celebs invited.. The 18 Duets was the longest medley ever made by Homer in his career, including a song composed by Martin Nievera dedicated to Hanna..
And me having a SLR, here comes the poseur photographer epic fail shots hahahaha;
Martin Nievera serenades Hanna 18 Duets(DOLPHY wtf?) Another DOLPHY wtf? Blow the cake Rachelle, Sarah and Yeng Regine, Vernie and Pops to serenade tito and tita eLi Roqueza, the star of this blog Roqueza Family
Not enough stars?? see them all at my multiply http://zerelie.multiply.com/photos/album/233
Ive been sinking all your lies in the first place.. i believed all of your stories, taken your side over the ones i felt is right.. yeah right i did have feelings for you, and we were friends for like 5 fuckin years.. that made my head clouded with all your lies, and thus i BELIEVED IN YOU..
and now from what i see, hard evidence that even came from you.. FUCK YOU LIAR, you lied to all of us.. you were such a sweet, caring, CHARMING yet PSYCHOTIC friend.
go see a consult, yes i do sound bitter but hell at least i don't manipulate my dear friends with those teary eyed, emotional stories.. sabi nga ni mr. friendly, "Wag ka sanang karmahin, kase nakakaawa ka na ngaun pa lang."
hey lets talk bout the bright side of life.. i had the best times with bunny today, we ate dinner together, drank alcohol with matching grenadine, spottingz sa stairs, BI sa yosi, bit me three times though it hurt a lot, nakaganti naman ako nyahahaha.. she feels na lagi ko shang binabasag, but i couldnt find a way to grab her attention, hahahaa! pasensya na, forte ko tlga mang asar kase pikon ako LoL.. although we were together like not more than 3 hours i am happy to be your bunny hahaha taena feeling koooo.. but now im not letting off my guard. know your limits eliboi :D
Tonight I let nikki read my blog.. So she knows now how i felt all along.. turns out i did things na naapektuhan dn sha.. after all this time na kala ko wala lang sa knya lahat.. good to know..
nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:03 PM): akala mo wala langsakin? nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:08 PM): di naman ako manhid nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:11 PM): grabe xia nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:28 PM): ngaun ako na hurt nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:30 PM): hindi sa blog nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:29:53 PM): sa akala mong wala lang sakin nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:32:51 PM): xempre bothered pa din ako nikki bunny (7/9/2008 10:39:48 PM): una ko tlga muntik na iyakan is nung naisip ko na hala baka di na kami maguusap ni bunny
nikki bunny (7/9/2008 11:12:12 PM): taena kung di ka ba naman importanteng tao. di kita kakausapin nga 12 mn na may lagnat ako at tumutulo sipon ko habang nag ttype nikki bunny (7/9/2008 11:17:53 PM): pag nabigyan mo ko ng 999,999,999 reasons kung bakit kita iiwasan, iiwasan kita
and eto ung mga ayaw nia sakin.. which was all true hahaha fuck
1. ayoko pag hinihiritan ako na may favorite ako 2. ayoko pag okay naman usapan bigla kang hihirit na ikaw din naman masasaktan 3. ayoko din pag one sided ka 4. ayoko pag magkakasama naman tayong lahat pero parang bigla ka na lang tatahimik at hindi ako papansinin
Now she knows it all.. sana things go for the best. sana normal prn bukas :D This night I did something stupid that really did something good LoL
